When I started 'project me' I never would have thought that life would throw things at me that would force extreme changes. I haven't written in days and feels as though Greggie is flying Lifeology solo. I'm turning 37 in 8 days and think I might have to cancel my party arrangements. It will be 2 years on Saturday that my dad has been gone ... and I've never been more thrilled to have started 'project me' than this very moment.
The moment when I can't type more than this. When I can't move more than to the bathroom to pee. When I am emotionally, mentally and physically exhausted yet I can say that I'm right on track.
What's 'project me' about again? ... Courage, consciousness and a sense of humour!!! Fun, truth and me!
Anything makes me cry and I'm watching who sends me wishes and who hasn't called. I cry if they call and I cry if the don't and then I stop and I one clear reality .... I'm still here!
I can laugh, I can cry, I am planning happy and sad things and most importantly I can pee! That's the instructions from the doc that if I can't pee then it's off to hospital for me and at this very moment I can still pee ... so I'm very much still here and perfectly on track with 'project me'!
Do I hear a 'woo hoo'?