I woke up this morning feeling as though I had taken 2 steps back and have to admit that I have had one of the roughtest days in a very long time.
This blog has become so personal because as long as I know I can do this every day then I know I still have fight in me. Right at this moment I don't feel as though I can take one more moment and that is the perfect time to blog and remind myself that 'project me' is about being purposeful and not goal driven. If I was focused on the goals then I would be mortified right now because I can't exercise, write, teach ... Anything! But I still have purpose!
So I decided to surrender ... I am tired, sore and scared and today I have given myself permission not to fight any of it. It made it easier when I remembered that I won't fail but I can fold and start playing with a new hand tomorrow.