I have one of those! A very irrational fear that started in childhood and evolved into different arms of how my irrationality could play out.

Today I braved vlogging out in public, which did make me happy. I do believe in the power of doing one thing each day that scares you. It doesn't have to be massive, so putting my fears aside of the whole world watching me while I vlog, was small enough to tackle for this day. […]

On the note of fears, not being to post this comment at the top of my blog totally stressed me out, but here it is. Today I talk about the emotion that drives me the most and it not a calm and fun one.

As the sun fades and the usual ritual would be turn on the lights, I strike a match, one by one, until my home is lit with candles. It's the simplest reminder of the Winter Solstice & it's celebration of coming out of the darkening days and walking, slowly towards the light of spring. Yule […]

It might have been the day I walked through the burned shell of my business, escorted by a fireman to collect my appointment book so I could make calls to my clients and tell them that their beauty treatments needed to be put on hold, that I had my first real taste of not being […]

I'm drinking coffee ... with sugar! That's a good indication of the space I'm in. Well, maybe it's not the wisest idea to drive the hysterical rush of emotion and realisation with coffee, but I keep a sugar free and pretty healthy house, so when the wheels fall off, I realise the errors of my […]

My personality and hands are too frozen to even attempt a rational blog. Yes, it's that freezing! I think it's the unexpectedness of the rain that has sent my fingertips into shock. We usually have this long build up to the rain and beg for it a little so that by the time it arrives […]

I've put the inability to write on this trip to rest and find myself settled into actually taking in the sea air, spending time with incredible people and surrendering to the fact that 'life happens'. I really want to say that shit happens and we all know that. On the other hand, I truly am […]

There's only one way to get your big girl (or boy) panties (or boxers) on and get out into the big wide world of things that fear you ... Nike has it so right and I wish I could tattoo "Just do it" on most people's foreheads. Of course I would need to start with […]

It's one of those days I didn't dream about and that's what makes it all the more incredible. It was my first interview as a blogger! Okay, casting my mind back, I'm pretty certain that it was my first interview ... period! Well a face to face one with that little dictaphone and a journalist […]

Remember when I received the letter from my friend in Holland and it will filled with flavoured condoms that you don't get in SA? Well if tomorrow really is the end of the world and I didn't get to taste the cola flavoured one, I'm really gonna be pissed off. I did contemplate blowing it […]

Fantastic, another day of forgetting to blog and then rushing from one thing to the next. Yesterday a doctor friends said that in the medical profession you can only really count your success after you have been in practice for 1 000 days. It's it ironic that he made such a statement when the last […]

Since I started blogging I'm very proud of the way I have managed to feel my way around things and get a grip on other things. I've been feeling around in the dark and learning the power of swapping favours and saying the right things at the right time ... you know I'm talking about […]

It's no secret that this girl loves to social network in the comfort of my own little space in my cyber world and it's undeniable that my plan is working fabulously and that social networking and I are very cozy bosom buddies. It's also a no-brainer that something had to shift if the magical fairies […]

My skin's gone a little south from stress and a little too much of the unhealthy yet comforting food. I have fallen off the enthusiasm bus of my daily walks. I have forgotten all I taught myself about eating consciously. I haven't meditated for entire time I have lived with my mom. I have done […]