Last night I was so proud of myself for being able to sit up and blog for the first time since my back gave up on me. Sadly it was a bad move and I had the most horrid night and uncomfortable day.
I can't begin to explain the frustration of having to do nothing. I have things that scare me, but I would much rather face them than ever be told to do nothing again. No denying that I am exactly where I should be but I think denying the frustration would go against 'project me'!
I don't know what I would do without the Blackberry right now, but I can't type a who article this way so I did something I battle to do ... I asked for help. I have been humbled by this experience and know that I will do anything to care for me. It's more than just 'project me' ... My being misses writing. In that call Nuance Dragon Solutions of SA heard my passion and are sponsoring me with voice recognised software. When I told Greggie the awesome news my preciously sarcastic best friend questioned the software's ability to understand my very Jewish voice. ... Unconditional love 😉
That's for another night, but tonight is about the long awaited and perfectly timed sponsorship of my favourite Indian restaurant, Thava.
No better way to celebrate than with the amazing delivery of my favourite dish right to my doorstep.
I haven't been able to sit or go out and no matter how I try to keep calm, I'm like a caged animal.
The funny thing is that my last night out was to Thava and I woke up unable to move the next day. Fitting that this sponsorship and perfect meal comes on a day when nearly smashed something from frustration and butter chicken made it all melt away.
It's about to rain for the first time this summer and I usually go stand in the first rain and be so grateful ... Tonight I can't but I have never been more grateful for everything, so I'm going to lie in bed and do what I have been told ... Nothing!