Who's the lover? Who's the runner? - project me day 590

If you're single ... don't turn to me for advice!
If you're dating ... don't turn to me for advice!
That's how I'm feeling right now!

So much for being a life achievement facilitator!
That's how I'm feeling right now too!

I'm forcing a blog and the irony is this ... Greggie had a nice sit down with me today and told me he can see I've forgotten the fun. Funny that, because Mr Unexpected asked me what happened to the 'sense of humour' part of courage,consciousness and a sense of humour?

It must have taken some courage to finally ask me, but when Greggie approached it and questioned if my relationship was damaging my esteem, I had to tell myself a very big truth. Well, I had to admit to myself that I have a whole lot of truths to tell myself, but I can't confirm that I know what they are yet.
I'm uptight ... all of the time!! It might never come across in the blog post or on Twitter, but I am ... uptight!! Why? I have no idea and even when Mr Unexpected told me that this song reminded him of us, I found a reason to read into the words and decide that he was telling me he was going to leave me.

I literally feel like deer in the headlights right now ...

I know this is wafty, but it's all I've got!
He thinks the words of this song are about him and I think they are about me ... either way, if one of were going to run we would have done it by now!

Well it's a winding road
When you're in the lost and found
You're a lover, I'm a runner
And we go 'round 'n 'round
And I love you but I leave you
I don't want you but I need you
You know it's you who calls me back here, baby

Oh I wanna see you again
But I'm stuck in colder weather
Maybe tomorrow will be better
Can I call you then
Cause I'm a ramblin' man
I ain't ever gonna change
I got a gypsy soul
And I was born for leavin' (born for leavin')

When I close my eyes I see you
No matter where I am
I can smell your perfume through these whispering pines
I'm with your ghost again
It's a shame about the weather
But I know soon we'll be together
And I can't wait 'til then
I can't wait 'til then